No, not like the tv show.
I was reading through my old livejournal entries and I have realized something . . . I don't know if I'll ever be able to write that way ever again. All that I have gone through this past year . . . even just this past semester has changed me. What if it's gone forever? My unique thought patterns. My . . . different . . . writing style. Has what I've gone through really inhibited my writing and my way of looking at the world completely?
This worries me.
When I think about it . . . I think I've lost it, which is depressing. I loved the way I wrote those entries. I could be writing about absolutely nothing and still make it interesting (at least to certain people).
I'm scared.
Like for shiz up the spout, about to panic internally, I need a paper bag while I hyperventilate . . . SCARY.
meep.
It will be okay. Even though i loved the way you wrote those old entries-as long as you Keslie Jane thats all that matters to me. :) love you.
ReplyDeleteI have just realized that lately I have FAILED at commenting on your blog. Anyhow, everything you've gone through this past year has made you a different person, it's true, but trust me, this is good. Throughout our lives we will all shift and change, turning into a "new" us, but the old you will still be there somewhere inside. The writing will come back, but for now don't worry about it. Just LIVE.
ReplyDeletethanks guys.
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