Short and Sweet . . . just wondering

If I am the good person people say I am. . . someone who people say doesn't deserve what is happening to her . . .

then why in the hell is it happening?

I'm not a strong enough person for all this.

Why does it have to be me that gets into trouble for things that everyone around me does too?

I make lots of changes for the better in my life and try my hardest to do everyone perfect and right and the universe still shits on me, not matter what I do.

I'm screwed.

See ya later hopes and dreams . . . cause that's what you're going to stay: hopes and dreams.

A Day Of Excitement . . . kinda

Today is the first day since Christmas break 2009 that I have seen my best friends in the whole entire world: Stephanie Cheryl Wooten and Lindsay Michelle Carver. It's too bad Gaz can't be here . . . but she is here in spirit. I miss them all so much while we are all away at school! We keep in touch through Twitter and LiveJournal (now blogspot) . . . and sometimes Skype, but it's just not the same.

We are taking advantage of this one day that the three of us are in Charlotte at the same time and having a sleepover, just like we used to do in high school.

I am posting this so that Steph won't be disappointed anymore when she goes to my page and sees nothing posted.

When I get the time I am going to introduce the world to my school family . . . a very . . . unique one to say the least.

Love,

Keslie