If I am the good person people say I am. . . someone who people say doesn't deserve what is happening to her . . .
then why in the hell is it happening?
I'm not a strong enough person for all this.
Why does it have to be me that gets into trouble for things that everyone around me does too?
I make lots of changes for the better in my life and try my hardest to do everyone perfect and right and the universe still shits on me, not matter what I do.
I'm screwed.
See ya later hopes and dreams . . . cause that's what you're going to stay: hopes and dreams.
Hey you don't have to go through it totally alone. You know you can always call, I can't fix it but it sometimes helps to talk about whatever is going on and maybe it's something I could give you advice about.
ReplyDeleteYou are a strong enough person for this, and maybe that's why it is all happening.
ReplyDeleteJust think about it. Try to embrace it full force and fight.